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I WAS WRONG . . . SHE’S MS. WRONG

In life, we often think that when we are with someone who makes our world so great in which we can say to ourselves that we have found the right person that we are looking for.  She may give the things that you wanted to have in life. You may have with her the happiness that you haven’t found with anyone. She may give you memories that are hard to forget.  She can make you laugh and sometimes make you cry.  She can bring you to world that you haven’t been before.  She may cook for you or buy you food that you haven’t yet  tasted in your whole life.  She may dress you up on clothes that you haven’t before tried wearing even just in your imagination.  If that is so, then everybody may say that she could be the right person and may be your perfect partner that you’ve always dreamed of.
I, myself is now on the midst of having those imaginary creations that that person can give.  I have always thought that I am in the best state of my life because I have found the right person for me.  She always makes me happy.  She wanted to give everything I wanted to have.  She takes me to places that I have never been before in my life. She cooks and buys food for me that I have never tasted before.  She also wanted to dress me up like the celebrities and even buy new clothes for me.  It was so great to have such a person who is so thoughtful and caring.
But behind all my expectations, I came to realize that I am not who I am supposed to be.  I was wrong.  I thought that the love I have for her is worth it and I may be repaid in the same love I am giving.  The things she showed me were all just shallow.  I was blinded by the great things she had shown me and though I had found the happiness that I had been looking for.  But all the thoughtfulness and care she had shown me were all just her front to cover her real identity.
There was evilness behind it all.  I have never been badly treated on my past relationships the way she had treated me.  She was like a beast that she could beat me with her fists like a slave; torturing and tormenting me.  She had never been considerate with my feelings that even when I tried to do everything just to please her, she just ignored all my efforts and get mad even more in what I did.
            The truth will set us free.  Now that I have found the truth, perhaps I could start a new life all over again and continue on the trail of my journey in search for the right person and the perfect partner. Philosophy had stated that our greatest goal in life is to search for true happiness and once we have found the right person and the perfect partner, we may say that we have found TRUE HAPPINESS.

The Journey

The Journey

By: J. Sison

Stray in the middle of nowhere,

Where the place is so dark and full of razor-sharp weeds,

A large empty space inside my mind,

It seems that my time is out of this world.

That is how I look at myself,

Lost in this reality,

Trying to look for answers,

Grasping for truth,

In search for my true self.

Walking along the dangerous path of my journey,

Where troubles could come towards me in that dark and bushy place,

A question suddenly pops out of my mind,

Will I be able to find my way?

Will I be able to conquer my fears?

Am I able to fight this thing within me?

That bothers me,

Torturing me,

Am I going to find my true self?

Wandering around in that middle of nowhere,

Where doubts of finding my way back home seized me,

An old man came towards me,

And asked for water and food,

Telling me about the journey he had been,

How hard he had traveled,

How long he had spent

Enduring that same dangerous path,

In search for his own true self.

Talking while resting in the middle of nowhere,

With the old man who is on his way home after finding himself in his journey,

Telling me things he experienced.

No matter how hard the road is,

No matter how difficult to cross rivers,

No matter how high the mountains are,

No matter how long the journey is,

You will have the chance,

To conquer and find your true self.

So I continued the journey along the middle of nowhere,

Where I left the old man cheering me on with his words of wisdom,

I promised myself one thing for sure,

That, no matter how perilous the road is,

No matter how difficult to cross rivers,

No matter how high the mountains are,

No matter how long the journey is,

I will have the chance,

I will conquer and find my true self.

Part II of The Ending of the Untold Story

Arriving in the house with eyes full of tears, I went to the bathroom and had a shower to cool my head.  I sat on the bowl thinking about what went wrong between us.  I could hardly imagine how things went so fast.  It was like a blink of an eye that we were just together then suddenly we were history.

To be continued…

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